Farah Nadiah

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Friday, 16 March 2012

so sekolah i boleh buat essay guna computer, no big deal

A Gift I Treasured

Friends.  Only friends can make you smile. Only friends can make you laugh. And only friends can make you cry. I have a lot friends and I appreciate every single one of them. Some of them are special to me. I call them best friends! Why? Because they’ve been there with me through thick and thin. They catch me whenever I’m falling. They make stupid jokes whenever I’m crying. 

I had a best friend once. Her name is Siti Hajar. She was the coolest best friend ever. She used to come over my house and make instant noodle together before she went to school. It was nice to eat instant noodles everyday with someone you love. I remember those late nights we talked about  friendship, love, playground, boys and most of all we talked about our future! We talked about it everyday, all over again. It was never too old. I missed those pillow fight we had when I slept over her house. All the happy things a child can have, I had it.  But too bad, she left me for a boarding school. She went there for her own good and it was a success for her at that school. I will always wish her luck because she deserves one.  

We are all just kids growing up too fast.  When  I was thirteen, I realize it’s hard to find a true friend. You have to find hard for a true friend. Or you can just simply, wait for the true friend to come to you and says hi. I was gifted with a friend when I was having a hard time in life. She guide me to places where I can see light. Where I can see happiness. She wake me up in the morning with a big smile and jokes. I can never ask for somebody else but her. She knew how to make things right. She know every single thing about me. We share secrets almost like we share the same life! I told her everything that came ascross my mind, even the silly things, and she just plainly laughed at me. We had the same interest in fashion, films and music. She’s good at playing violin. She oftenly asked me to listen to violin songs on ‘Youtube’. And honestly, I love all of them!

When I’m with her, there is nothing I should worry about. I don’t compare myself when I’m with her because we are equal. I don’t feel that I’m lesser than her. She let me be myself. She bring out the best of me. She never let me feel like I’m left out from the ‘group’.  I love her, truly and deeply. I don’t want to lose you, Nurain Rahman.  You’re my best friend ever. I do hope our friendship will lasts  forever and we will grow old together. Good luck in everything, my dear.

            This is a mad world. You need someone to hold your hand through this hard life and I have found one. I treasured her, the best girl in my life. 

Wednesday, 14 March 2012

critical

so I was doing my homework till someone whispers my name. I stopped doing my things and look at the voice. where the hell do they came from? i look at the technology. I said no to her. but she keeps staring at me. suddenly she took her clothes off. I was like, you slut. she didnt stop! I was so pissed at her so I go online for a little minutes. and a little minutes went to a few hours. a few hours went for a several days. in the end, what is homework? I tried so hard to study. but i cant. I cant remember things right now. like something is blocking my mind. i tell ya, thats the worst thing could ever happened to you when exam is just around the corner. really, i just want things to get done. now i understand why brother is having a hard time to study. it's the internet.