So hi. This is a very special appreciation post because today is my birthday ahahahaha :) So this post is just for me. For what I did for myself since I was born.
Okay.
Dear self, you have been an amazing self since like forever. I know that you messed up so much, but thank you for still being strong no matter what. eventho there was time that you cry your heart out because you can't take it anymore. It's okay, I know that kind of feeling. I always had it.
Dear past-self, I miss my childhood very much. I know you miss it as much as I am. The feeling of running around at the playground, touching people when playing kejar kejar, the feeling when you are afraid when someone's gonna find you when playing hide and seek. Ahh it was the best time of my life. Thank you for being a naughty daughter for your mother. Thank you mom for beating me up when I wasn't listening to you when you ask me not to play in the rain, or worst playing polis entry wants to jaga polis mati pencuri jaga in the rain! Ahahaahah
Dear present-self, thank you for being a hardworking person. Thank you for making my parents proud. Ecececeh. You'll make it through the tough time, I'm sure. Forget about the boys who is not fighting for you and who is not worth fighting for. Thank you for forgiving my enemies. Thank you for being such a jerk sometimes.Thanks for this fat body. but I will change this fat bastrd into idk, someone prettier I guess. but I'm gonna need some time. but I'm sure it will gonna be nice for you and me. I promise. but at the very bottom of my heart, YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL! Thank you for the interest in fashion ahahah. You've changed a bit in style. And vintage suits you! Please be extra careful when you're using money. You need to save some a lotss of money okay in order to buy lots more vintage stuff and Forever 21 shoes! And for heaven's sake, please continue your biggest plan of the century, no-eat-rice-for-a-year-but-eat-pizza-and-prosperity-beef-burger-almost-everyday.
Dear future-self, please find your ambition. The real one. Not the one which gonna make you happy but no money :( Ahahahah but i think Air craft maintenance engineer is okay what. but i think it's a guy job. lol. its okay I can handle it with gaji permulaan RM6k wut. I know you love money, self. Marry money! Not useless guy. Seriously. If it is legal, marry the money. it will make your life happy forever!
Well Happy Birthday self. Be happy, create memories, enjoy little things, be nice to everyone, smile to everyone, make money for everyone whutttt no way ;p
I love you no matter who you are. And I will never hate you. Even if you are a bitchy sometimes, normal lah. Seriously girl. I love you. Whenever you feel lonely, remember, I will always be by your side, forever and always. You can count on me :) I love you, you are my one and only girl. Stay strong.
And make money.
Hugs and kisses,
Farah Nadiah