Farah Nadiah

Jgn bising.

Wednesday 14 November 2012

Hari ni istimewa sbb hari ni cuti

Assalamualaikum
 :)

So far bekerja di Borders. Tak lah penat mana. What! Who am I kidding? Penat wehh kaki asyik berjalan berdiri je. Duduk pun hanya sekali sekala.

The best experience here is that I get to see many kind of people. Most of them are pretty and handsome and nais. Heheh

Cheese tart at the Bees Bakery will be my one and only lunch next time!

Anyway I already browse some book that I'll buy once I get my moneyh.

And I already look through some of the blouses that I'll grab later.

It is such a good feeling.

Just need to work out more with my rakan sekerja though ^^

Have a nice day, sir.

Sunday 11 November 2012

Counting

It's 11:11
Make a wish

The first try was a shame. He told us that there were MANY vacancies. I was about to jump when he says, 

-How old are you guys?
-Um 16?
-Hm let me see ...
-U got a problem with that? Coz we dont
-Yeah, we only hired 17 and above. Sorrayh
-Yeah, now we are embarrassed. Now lets get out of here

Second pit stop? We see a bookstore. Yeah lets hit there

-Hm akak ada kerja kosong tak? *blink*
-Ada! Banyak sangat. Adik pegi kaunter ...

We were taken to a room. It felt strange. And adult. Yeah, that was my feelings. Then we talked about moneyhh. Lots lots lots of moneyhhh. Yup, deal.

I was hoping I can elaborate this FIRST TIME story better. but I cant. I got to online Tumblr (haha) and tidy up my things from asrama, yup gang, didnt unpack yet.

Hey guys, welcome to Borders!

Wait a minute guys, do you hear that?
*kching $$ kching*

Saturday 10 November 2012

and I hope to die

Morning the angels of the Earth! Whoops it's 4 o'clock in the evening already...  Had a really nice sleep last night after reading House Rules! Tak habis baca lagi, but gotta finish it by tonight. Because tomorrow gotta get my business done. Yup, find job since I'm jobless and I'm moneyless and since it's one of my goal for this year end free time. Not gonna sit home just growing fat. Na ah. Nevertheless, I'm not gonna study as I'm supposed to do since SPM is just around the corner, in fact, I only have two weeks. 
sorry mom, for that ^

Anyway, I'd like to congratulate myself for being such a brilliant kid that I managed to get into 5 Bougainvillea (dem I had to Google that spelling). Thanked me for my braveness to study at 3 am in the morning to achieved 6 A's and yup, 1 D. I blame myself for that D. Actually I blame myself for evrything. Studied at eleventh hour. And yet time waits for no man. I decided to NOT study some of the Addmaths killer chapter. Yup they ate me, fiercely. Dont judge me but, I thinks those Addmaths quetions were easy. It were all basic chapter questions. But since I DID NOT study, yup cry baby cry.

Friends as always, adorable. Some of them have been there with me and tried their best to get me to the top. Some of them just simply, trying hard to get me down. And yes, I did fell. HARD

What I learned through this whole big fat cute year 2012 is that;

1. You need to study, earlier
2. Respect others. Seriously. And what I learned here in SESTA is that, NO ONE respected me :)
3. Trust no one. Seriously, not even your flawless so-called-bestfriend. Dont. Just dont trust them. Everybody talks. And they talk way too much.
4. Never ever slap a friend on her face, or you just might lose your bestfriend.
5. Dont give much of your love, they might kill you behind your back.
6. Dont be a victim of bullying. Fight for yourself
7. One who gossip with you, will talk about you, endlessly.
8. Some jokes are not jokes.

Many of my friends decided to move out next year. Cant handle situations, they said. I gave up sometimes, cried in the showers, cried myself to sleep, but I dont know how, dont have the simplest idea of why I managed to put myself together, move on and get ready for another shit to fall from the sky. I wonder where I got the spirit to STAY at school. Frankly, SESTA is cool. I dont understand why people says it's boring. 

One morning I was sitting alone in a room, reading an English novel, a friend came up to me
-Kenapa suka duduk sorang sorang?
-Entah, rasa bebas.

I answered simply and truthfully.

Anyway I have #1 World Problemo ie.
SIJIL PELAJARAN MALAYSIA

Are you ready guys? Full frontal study? #SPM2013 Come at me bro.


Thanks for all the bittersweet memories tough friends!

I honestly love each of you guys :) gpoy